February 2012
26 posts
Anonymous asked: yeah but if you have a trigger and you ts things that trigger you, people who just go and talk about things like triggers willy nilly defeats tumblr saviour. i mean i understand you are going through things. but i really don't even like seeing the word let alone type it.
Anonymous asked: can you please tag posts with trigger warning. you are not the only person out there tying to recover from things and posts like that really don't help
5 tags
you know, this should have been a good thing...
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i just got discharged from hospital. i had to checkmyself in for the past 5 weeks becasue i was havieng trouble going on under the presures of out...
hhhhhhhhhhhhhoooooooooooolllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy...
ok, i so like an hour ago i posted this drawing of my interpretation of urainianUmbra, and my sister liked it, and then someone quite famous re-blogged it and it now has more notes then any of my other posts, it has almost 200…i mean holy crap! in one hour! omg, the gratitude guys, i was like totally haveing a shitty day, but i feel better now.
<3 EvElYn
January 2012
25 posts
what do you do when everything else is done?
art, check, paper, check, lecture notes, check, tharapy, check, reading, check, food, check, movie, check, tumblr, check, deviant art, check, youtube, check, email, check, tetris, check, free cel and majhong, check, creative writing, check, Wikipedia and tropes dive, check, shower/higene, check.
now what do i do? i’ve done all this, and still have an hour till bed….you know, i...
no
the bloody service in the cafeteria has been shit, i can’t watch the servers, they do everything wrong, it’s a bloody samwich! your nate makeing a flambea or something, it’s not roket science!!!!
i just want to slap there hands and do it myself but i cant!!!!
and i’m haveing hard time eating as it is…
i just wanted a samwich, and i cant even have that done...
how to make your body angry
eat a 0 fat 0 refined sugar diet for 2 months then decide to eat cheese cake for lunch.
ouch….i feel so sick right now,and all my mental disorders are screaming, and it’s so tarribel i’m just bloody amused as hell. that and i have sugar rush becasue i dont eat refinded sugar either.
today, today i have victory. those fucked up people in hospital have nothing against my eating...
Anonymous asked: Shitty social justice posts 2k12 news flash no one gives a shit about what you think, who are you to pass judgement when you have so much problems of you're own
the worst feelings
so as we all know, the january cold snap finally happend in calgary. some people are saying it’s 40C but i have a weather app on my desktop that mesures calgarys avrage tempature each day and it says it’s on 28. thats still fucking cold though. i just want some acuracy here.
this got me thinking about how much i hate being cold, for me warming up takes forever, dapending on time spent...
adhdadhdadhd
my email guys, my schedule guys, look at this shit, it’s like an ADHD jr high kid forgot to take there riddlin and just had a red bull. it’s everywhere, this clutter, and chaos bitchs, this is my life, all my business’s are mixed and all my everything is #$%^ing splayed out on the carpet. you wouldn’t believe me if i told you this was a good thing.
now lets go read picket...
tagzzzz...now with feelings!
so i follow this motivational blog here on tumblr, you know, sad stories, it gets better stuff, for people who are sucidal, cut or have eating disorders. and anyway i noticed her most recent post had the tag “ed.” now ed or ED is a vary specific referance to a book they encurage us to read in treatment, its a biography were this girl refers to her eating disorder as a person, and names...
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That awkward moment when you cry while writing your own story.
Goddamn it.
all the time, so fuzzy or depressing, that poorly written scene releases all your crys every time you pass it during editing and writing..
